My mom has given up on my brother and I think she feels as though she's failed my sister and me because she can't control my brother. My dad, on the other hand, has not given up yet so he's practically giving in to him and pampering him with shits that I still don't think he deserves. Yes, my dad has a soft spot for him and he can't tolerate people shitting about his son.

As for me, I am living my life for myself. I do get emotional sometimes but I won't show it to anyone. I learnt to keep it all to myself, no point letting people know you're weak.

This post is to just vent it all out. Let out what I've been keeping in for so fucking long. And that is.. I hate my brother's girlfriend, I hate her so much no words can express the anger I have for her. It has come to a point where I'd go berserk if I see my brother with her. I hope he beats the guts out of her instead of us. I hope he abuse her like fuck then dumps her soon. Well, not until like that la but I hope he is too good for that mother fucker. (: